Cherish Life

We all know that life throws us curve balls but we have to figure out away to straighten them out. You have to realize that its not the end of the world just because you may not be able to buy those Gucci glasses or those Prada shoes. We need to be grateful that we have our health, food, shelter,clothing good sense of knowledge. So the next time you say why think of the other children who may be in the same country or even out of the country who don't have anything, no food, no shelter, no doctor, no medicine, may not live to see another day another minute for that matter.

We should reflect on who we are where we are and what we have and be humble and thankful for life's pleasures. Stop dwelling on the "what ifs" and start focusing on the here and now. You need to make a plan for yourself and know that you and only you can make that happen. We always want to blame others for our mistakes in life and fault others for things not going the way they should when in reality you are your own worse obstacle.

I am going to tell you a little bit about me. I grew up in a small town for 28 years, I worked a 9-5 for 9 years and decided one day that truly wanted to get into adult films and everybody told me that I was crazy and that I wouldn't make it. Making it in porn was not my goal moving out of that small town was my ultimate goal and never to look back. Well I got into the adult film industry in 2007 and I traveled back and forth from California to Pennsylvania up until May 2008. I then took a little break to reflect on what I had done and made up my mind that I truly wanted to get into the industry and make it work to my advantage so I moved to California in January 2009. I made it happen on my own. The key to this blog is that I never gave up no matter what was thrown in my way. I made it and yes it was hard but when you truly want something you will make it happen for yourself..."NEVER GIVE UP'.

We have to cherish our lives and value what we have accomplished. Have faith and determination and you will go far. We have to stop worrying about what others have, what they are driving or what kind of house they living in. Its nice to look but don't dwell as much energy as you put into "hating" you could have the same thing or even better if you put all that energy into making it happen for yourself.


Focus on YOU because if you don't trust no one else will....

Getting Into The Adult Film Industry

Hey all there have been a lot of questions asking about how can one get into the adult film industry male or female. I have to honestly tell you that I grew up in a small town and it was hard to get information on how to get into the business. I wish that I had the knowledge that I know now. But I feel the need to share it with my many fans as well as people just curious as my email box gets filled daily with these types of questions.


First you need to find your mind set and really do your research on what you will and won't do. Then you need to get a few photos of yourself together front,back and side they don't have to be professional but they should be clear and able to see you nude. You must know that this is something that will be seen by millions and know that you truly want to get into this business. A lot of people feel that they can get into this business because they are pretty/handsome and just have a good body but that is not all it takes. You must have a good personality, ability to take directions, know how to fuck and not be a DEAD FISH. Acting is also part of the process so if you feel that you can just come on set and just lay there then you have another think coming.

Okay getting back to the process once you have your right mind set, then your photos ready to go then you will need to post your photos on sexyjobs.com that is one way of getting an agent. If you know some people in the industry already you can request that they email your photos to an agent. You can also go on avn.vom and that will help you find all the agencies and companies available. Please know that you can't just feel that you will roll over and things will happen for you over night it does happen for some people but that does not mean that you are the one that it will happen to. Make sure you have all your positive thinking people in your corner and realize what you are trying to accomplish while in the industry. If you think that you are going to come and make thousands of dollars over nite I can tell you that it does not happen they way you may think, so please always have a back up plan for no matter what you put your mind to especially when it comes to being an independent contractor. Then once you finish the process of sending your photos out and you get contacted by an agent the next step is up to you. You can't think that you will fly out here and start working the same day. You have to go to AIM to get tested and then your agent will take you around to companies for go-sees and then that is when the real process starts from there now you are just waiting for that first phone call to do your scene (so exciting and anxious) but its all fun truly if your mind is in the right place.


I truly hope this helps

Been A While/ About My Latest Scenes

Hey all,

I know that it has been sometime since I have grace you all with my words but I have been rather busy making some hot sexy scenes for my adoring fans:).

So I had the pleasure of doing a girl/girl scene with this sexy sultry 20 year old her name is Evonni Solei and just let me tell you all she had one hot body to match her ravishing good looks. The film is called Lesbian Sistas through porn.com so be on the look out for it.

It was a hot scene that just was so enticing one of those that if you never liked a woman before you would now....hehehehe. I won't give out too many details but I will post some photos to give you an idea of what went down. We started out a little slow but once the heat started flowing through are hot wet pussies let's just say it was a very wet and sloppy scene....xoxoxo


I had another scene which was a boy/girl scene. I played a cheerleader for this film. I had a lot of fun it was for Hunt Media. I can say this day did not go as well as I expected. The company I worked for was awesome I must say they really were professional and had tremendous patience when it came down to male talent. Okay here it goes I get on set and I was on time and ready to fuck, male talent gets there and guess what his test isn't back yet needless too say I was a tad bit frustrated:( The gentleman that I was suppose to work with his name is Mr. Biggz really cool guy nice and seemed to want to get down to business, but I feel that it was a blessing that his test did not come back because then I had found out while waiting for another male talent to show up the he had did gay porn, now let me just say I don't have a problem with anyone who chooses to do it to each it's own hell I do lesbian flicks but we all know we want too see that more than ever but anyway I just prefer not to work with men who have been with other men and that is that. I know that I may catch a lot of heat or bad comments from this but its all love I appreciate all feedback. But just remember I am entitled to work with who I want and there are some men in the industry that don't other men and I choose not to work with them just for my own personal reasons. Well back to the day so then another male talent finally showed up after I waited 3 hrs I won't mention his name because I am hoping that his performance that day was just a fluke and I like to see people at least have a chance to regain their confidence back so I will call him Mr. X...well it went like this we did the stills and then started the scene let's just say Mr. X either waited to long to have sex or he was overly excited when you all see the scene you be the judge but I will say that he nutted when I performed the bj part and for the Porn Heads you know that is just the beginning of the scene so then we had to break and figure out how to make the scene pop off and get him hard again. Let's just say that we did finally get through the day. I was rather disappointed because when he did regain his stamina he didn't bring the business like I though he would. I pretty much felt like I carried the scene. Well that was my tangent about my few days of shooting.


I promise I will try my best to update daily..:)