"New Chapter"

I know that it has been sometime since I have blogged and for that I apologize as you
all know my mom has been hospitalized so I have been dealing with that among other
things.

The reason I have chosen to title this post as "New Chapter" is because so much has
happened in my life good and bad. I have finally reached a point in my life where I am
ready for that new start, that "New Chapter" the everlasting positive energy that comes from an abundance of joy and overwhelming warmth of family and friends. I have had the opportunity to get to know some wonderful people a long my journey and some that meant me no good but I have learned a lot from those people. I have realized how much the saying "misery loves company" truly is a fact and how people always want to have control over you and everything you do no matter what you have going on or what they may have going on. Life has thrown me many curve balls a long the way but I have been a soldier about mine and have been able to brush many off and keep my stride full force.

I have come to a point in my life where I finally feel free of so much clutter and the
weight of the world off my shoulders despite what is happening around me. For once I feel like I have a beat in my heart that was lost and was just waiting to be revived. I
hope that my words inspire and not discourage you because this is meant to be very
positive, allowing others to know that you can have a fresh start if you truly push for
it and want it bad enough, its out there just reach for it. You have to know also that
just because something sounds good or looks good and feels good does not mean that its good for you. You have to realize that people can contaminate your life and bring you down to a level you may feel impossible to break free from but please believe me "have faith" believe that it can and will happen.




I have grown to realize that no matter how hard you may want to please others, that is
not your job in life you have to make sure your happy first and if you choose to help
others then that is a decision that you have chosen but just know "THAT WHERE THERE IS A START THERE IS AN END" so may your choices wisely and know that whatever happens you gave it your all. If you keep these words close to your heart "ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AND END EVENTUALLY" you know that deep within you that life has no boundaries and it will go on. Stay strong strive to be the best and want the best and know that no mattert what anyone tells you "YOU ARE WELL WORTH IT"